In 2013 i thought i would it was going to be the last year at Cerritos. I had applied to five UC's and i ended up declining all my offers to stay, and start this organization. I really had an awakening that year and it felt really good. I was giving speeches. I was inspiring. I was inspired. However, that year i made a big mistake. I got involved with someone who was someone i really liked at first, but unfortunately it didn't work out, and i had to give up so much. Basically, i went through a small bout of depression because i had given up so much of my goals for a guy. This alone has made me rethink so many things about myself. I think there is a certain nature within me that seeks to be in a relationship. that seeks validation from a loved one. i think that had to do with my relationship with my mother.
Although i may have failed with many of my goals. i think i have decided to not live in the negative but actually do something about it. Less talk. just do!
That is why this up and coming year, will be about a new change, something that i am deliberately focusing on.
1.) Always be passionate. I love my spirit, and it something i am never going to let anyone take away. I am lively, and i have a zest for life that i believe is uncommon.
2.) Stay single. I want to enjoy my independence for at least a year. I want to be single and just live in that for a while.
3.) learn to be organized. Start using a planner. Make sure you can do something if you are going to do it.
4.) stay true to your word. Always do something you say you would, even if one may appear boring and you may not feel like it. if you said you would do it--then do it.
5.) i will be vegan. just do it man! cut the cyring. it's all hard. stop bitching.
6.) write more. I need to produce more poetry and short stores. I also have been getting into song writing.
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